Monday, 19 August 2013

水瓶座的我

在面子书的一个网页
*水瓶座心理学



水瓶座,「情緒起伏」很大,高興的時候情緒高昂讓人覺得他天生就是活潑開朗外向,可是情緒低潮的時候就會突然不講話,獨自一人默默的躲在角落,讓人感覺判若兩人。送給瓶子的愛情哲理:如果你無法忍受我最壞的一面,你也不配得到我最好的一面。

讨厌水瓶座的笑容,无论快乐或悲伤都是一脸笑容,笑容是伪装自己最好的武器,-水瓶座的人从不轻易让人看见她流泪,从来只有他知道,只是谁又知道在水瓶座笑容的背后埋藏的是深深的伤悲,笑得越开心,伤得越深。 

水瓶座最大的弱点就是心软,即使受到再大的打击和伤害,只要对方低下头来说对不起,虔诚的道歉,我们就会忍不住说没关系。水瓶座最见不得别人哭,看到痛哭流涕的人,会不由得去同情,去安慰。水瓶座的心最软,也最容易受伤,生活的琐碎,习惯了一个人承受。 

水瓶很讨厌留言、却没有回复、水瓶宁愿不主动、 是因为明白到付出不一定 有回报、但水瓶还是希望能得到些许安慰、不想到头来总是失望收场、你怎么对我、同样我就这样对你、这是等价的、水瓶就是这样、凡事都要求对等关系。 


水瓶的性格其实是12个星座中最难测的一个,这样说的原因是因为连水瓶自己都经常不明白自己。崇尚自由的水瓶座人,外表上呈现冷漠与热情的交变型态。你不会觉得他是个冷漠的人,也不会认定他是个热情的人,总是感到他的天真与世故不断地交错运作。 

别以为水瓶很洒脱,很多时候,她其实是放不下的。她比任何人都要敏感,都要细腻,但她不会让你知道,她明白,即使你知道了,也是无济于事。她的心是把握不住的风,她渴望像风一样单纯而自由。


水瓶最擅长的是难为自己。不想对方难过,只好让自己难过。总是认为自己有超乎寻常的承受力,把自己想得太坚强,而把别人想得太脆弱。不知道,受伤的其实是自己,只是不知道如何表现出来。


有人說水瓶座冷漠,她只是不懂得如何交際,她只是習慣性地豎起身上的刺。擔心受到傷害。也有人說水瓶座瘋癲,她只是收起她的憂傷,用笑容埋沒脆弱。她不會在眾目睽睽之下展露脆弱,她會偷偷地躲在被窩裡哭泣。夜晚是她最容易釋放感情的時候。好好保護水瓶座,她很感性。

对爱情从不强求的水瓶座,在对方没有明确表示前,会想方设法让一切顺其自然。最后,思来想去,还是把这份感情放在了心底,既不用尴尬地表白然后遭到拒绝,又不会害怕分手后连朋友也没得做。 

Sunday, 18 August 2013

Assignment...DONE!!!

17 August 13

Finally
I've done Physics and Chemistry assignemnt
Thank God

Spent almost half year in doing these projects
Do it every midnight
Part by part
Finally
I printed part of the assignment already

It took my time 
Met up with members and do discussions
Eventhough, sometimes the discussion was not that effective
How much effort u put in, u will get the paid after that :D

Left not more than 5/2 months
Math assignment, presentation of Physics and Chemistry projects 
STPM sem 3, retake for sem 1 and sem 2

Ok well
LMC!!!
u must stay strong and continue fighting
Don't let others unnecessary thing affect u!!!
Forget about all those things!!!
U CAN DO IT!!!
TRUST URSELF!!!
FIGHTING!!!!

Friday, 16 August 2013

清楚。理解

爱情
是什么?
有特别定义的吗?

西西知道
这只是过渡期
期望着被疼爱,呵护
偶尔会有少许的“吃醋”
这,只不过是想随便找一个人来陪伴
嗯,西西是知道的
知道的,清楚地,理解的

剩下不到2个月半的时间
即将毕业
就在这一段时间
就专心地把学业搞好吧~
西西,加油!

Sunday, 11 August 2013

KW Birthday

Kw birthday is on 6/8
Because of having tuition at night
and we did not have enough time prepare the surprise or party for him
make him feel lonely on that day

He said
"I pushed all my other friends and leave today for u guys.
but end up alone at home"
It was so sad and feel bad for all of us
We didn't want this to happen actually
somehow..his mood get well when he received the present from SS
and others celebrated with him at Bangi McD

Organised a belated birthday party to him
Steamboat at his house..hohoho
seems not special and he don't feel like the party was for him
I knew that..and ask CH to make 1 small video for him as the present from us
Thanks CH..for spending whole day in doing the video
(I'm the one choosing the photos..lol)
**Sorry for CH...that we make joke on him
made him angry and said wont do that video thinggy anymore
Your effort and make KW feel touching is very valuable =D

Had a fun and nice steamboat time with them
Happy Belated birthday KW









#MC #CH #KW #YL #CC #YS #KS #SY #LK 


Saturday, 10 August 2013

孤单

忽然觉得
自己好像孤单一人
什么事情都提不起劲来

能谈心的有几个?
还是水瓶座的我
属于不善于表达自我
不善于与人交际
不轻易释放自己
不容易让他人猜得透

实话
我不轻易把自己一切一切的想法告诉他人
这是缺乏安全感吗? 我不知道
所以说,最最最能谈心的..并不是最了解我的人
家人?没想诉说的意愿
就连我自己
都不了解我自己

我想去温书
孤单一人...怎都没劲...
怎么办?

我不想再做主动的那个
做多了,会很累
做多了,他人也就会觉得理所当然

能找个交心的朋友真的很难很难
世界这么大
怎么身边就这么难找到一个啊?
救救我吧.....

平时看起来开朗乐观的我
并不是真实的我

Sepang Day trip

8 July 2013

Bagan Lalang, Sepang, Tnajung Sepat 
1 day trip with family
Enjoyed the wind blow at the beach
Lying on the map is just nice and relaxing
96% of the visitors were Chinese
causing the RELA asked us..
"apa perayaan Cina? kenapa banyak Cina sini?"
LOL..this RELA..

Sand caster building with sis but failed..haha
Ended up we chose to take photo..hehe
with family of dad's friends and went to visit some of the places in Tanjung Sepat
Enjoyed the meal with a lot seafood..
Crabs, prawns, fish, octopus... 
whoaa...super niceeeee =D


Picnic prepared by mummy and daddy



Niceeee




Learnt from fb..hehe


Nice scene taken by me 


Girls day

7 July 2013

Outing with girlssss
Girls day..
Long time didn't hang out with them
some how..we are not that talkative and do not have the same topic to talk about
we are just talk about the recent activities..and had some craps only..
YX going back to Russia to continue her study
HM going to UKM continue her study after she graduated from matrix
others...continue their college and uni life
left me, YL, PS, MF stucked at form 6..hmmm...

anywhere
we did enjoyed the outing
SingK together and the photo taking last minute.. =D







#MC #YL #NK #YX #PS #MF #CS #HM