清楚。理解

爱情
是什么？
有特别定义的吗？

西西知道
这只是过渡期
期望着被疼爱，呵护
偶尔会有少许的“吃醋”
这，只不过是想随便找一个人来陪伴
嗯，西西是知道的
知道的，清楚地，理解的

剩下不到2个月半的时间
即将毕业
就在这一段时间
就专心地把学业搞好吧~
西西，加油！

KW Birthday

Kw birthday is on 6/8
Because of having tuition at night
and we did not have enough time prepare the surprise or party for him
make him feel lonely on that day

He said
"I pushed all my other friends and leave today for u guys.
but end up alone at home"
It was so sad and feel bad for all of us
We didn't want this to happen actually
somehow..his mood get well when he received the present from SS
and others celebrated with him at Bangi McD

Organised a belated birthday party to him
Steamboat at his house..hohoho
seems not special and he don't feel like the party was for him
I knew that..and ask CH to make 1 small video for him as the present from us
Thanks CH..for spending whole day in doing the video
(I'm the one choosing the photos..lol)
**Sorry for CH...that we make joke on him
made him angry and said wont do that video thinggy anymore
Your effort and make KW feel touching is very valuable =D

Had a fun and nice steamboat time with them
Happy Belated birthday KW

#MC #CH #KW #YL #CC #YS #KS #SY #LK 

孤单

忽然觉得
自己好像孤单一人
什么事情都提不起劲来

能谈心的有几个？
还是水瓶座的我
属于不善于表达自我
不善于与人交际
不轻易释放自己
不容易让他人猜得透

实话
我不轻易把自己一切一切的想法告诉他人
这是缺乏安全感吗？ 我不知道
所以说，最最最能谈心的..并不是最了解我的人
家人？没想诉说的意愿
就连我自己
都不了解我自己

我想去温书
孤单一人...怎都没劲...
怎么办？

我不想再做主动的那个
做多了，会很累
做多了，他人也就会觉得理所当然

能找个交心的朋友真的很难很难
世界这么大
怎么身边就这么难找到一个啊？
救救我吧.....

平时看起来开朗乐观的我
并不是真实的我

Sepang Day trip

8 July 2013

Bagan Lalang, Sepang, Tnajung Sepat 
1 day trip with family
Enjoyed the wind blow at the beach
Lying on the map is just nice and relaxing
96% of the visitors were Chinese
causing the RELA asked us..
"apa perayaan Cina? kenapa banyak Cina sini?"
LOL..this RELA..

Sand caster building with sis but failed..haha
Ended up we chose to take photo..hehe
with family of dad's friends and went to visit some of the places in Tanjung Sepat
Enjoyed the meal with a lot seafood..
Crabs, prawns, fish, octopus... 
whoaa...super niceeeee =D

Picnic prepared by mummy and daddy

Niceeee

Learnt from fb..hehe

Nice scene taken by me 

Girls day

7 July 2013

Outing with girlssss
Girls day..
Long time didn't hang out with them
some how..we are not that talkative and do not have the same topic to talk about
we are just talk about the recent activities..and had some craps only..
YX going back to Russia to continue her study
HM going to UKM continue her study after she graduated from matrix
others...continue their college and uni life
left me, YL, PS, MF stucked at form 6..hmmm...

anywhere
we did enjoyed the outing
SingK together and the photo taking last minute.. =D

#MC #YL #NK #YX #PS #MF #CS #HM

某人

谢谢某人的祝福
我也希望你能找到
一个清楚了解你的为人的人
一个愿意为你付出的人

怎么说呢
能够找到一个与自己相像的人很难
外表坚强，内心脆弱
其实，我也想变得外表脆弱的女生
但是，这不符合我的形象
坚强的外表还是比较适合我
大喇喇的我...比较舒服
虚伪的世界，不属于我

一个能看的出
坚强的外表
却是装出来的
脆弱的内心
却把它给藏起来
这才是我们要找的人
幸福就在不远处

For the time being
我们就互相“宠幸”吧~ :D

Learnt from the camp

3 August 2013

I get to know and learn from it
To be an organiser was not an easy thing
Well
As in overall
Things went smooth
Just the communication between me, Pn P and the management of the campsite

For real
I knew that
if u cant take one's heart (especially teacher)
your life will never go easy
I was so suffer and stressful because of this camp

Plan all the schedule
distribute works
Send email with the campsite people
deal with teacher and school
Every single problems come to me

V said
U took everything and do it yourself
U not distribute the work for others
Ok..I'm just..
u guys are like
hmmm...harhh..I dunno de worr @ harhh..so leceh meh..

Things happened before camp started
Things happened when camp started
Things happened when camp almost finish

I can't take it anymore
I try to solve the problem
But..It's look like dis-solvable..
Sometime..it make it worst

Pn P keep counter attack me
keep on giving me some phrases or comments 
about this and that
What I should do?
or do like what CH said
o.o..o.o.o...all the way

Tears get to released just now
when chatting and "sharing" with him in FB
Feel more comfortable when "share" those things to him
He is the person who can analyse problem properly
thanks a lot
He is the person who I seek for help as well
He understand what situation I'm in now
Thanks again..
Because u are like bro to me
mature thinking u have..

*As what CH said
remember the valuable things like good memories and experience
don't be hatred
Yea...But I will make 50% of it as one of the nightmare in my life
Experience to be a leader, the organiser
the way to communicate with others
Once again
I really got a lot more to improve
how to be a good leader