Basketball competition

31 July 2013

Participated in basketball competition
organised by Basketball Club SMKTK
As I remembered
last time I participated in competition was in Form 1
haha..

The games today was considered nice
eventhough my team lose
but..we were not lose dao "very cham"
at least..the strongest team
We had a draw game.. 0 vs 0..(haha)
another team..hmm..
we lose 2 marks..haihh

Anywhere
Good try my team members :)
we are the third place..haha
(because only 3 teams participated)

KhaiSheng's team got 3rd place as well
Pang's 4th
Nice game some how..
Dont be sad..guys :D

LLC asked us to back home and don't hang around here(bkb court)
haha..go back do maths..LOL..
What a responsible teacher..

Planning to play basketball in this coming holidays
Hope can do so lar..


**Feel like...Pn P got something not satisfied with me...But
who cares?
I'm already tired
no more energy to border about what's ur feeling
Camping, half day camp, jamuan..settle it asap..
I want to concentrate on my study!!!
Get lost all those Koko thinggy...

Who cares?

What u feel anytime anywhere 
Happy Depressed Stress HaveCrushWithSomeone FindingAWay
But
Who cares?

This 2 words enough to describe my feeling right now
Who cares?
Maybe u care about someone, something
But who cares?
Yea..who cares?

When you care for someone more than they deserve
You get hurt more than you deserve

He has a nice look

has admirers

has his dream girl

Yea..

I____U

I want someone to be afraid of losing me

 You are the reason I smile everyday 

There's always that one person that can make you smile 

even when you're at your lowest 

...

不知道这一篇应该要放什么标题好

不知怎么
我真的看不下去鱼的举动
鱼和小虾
我真看不下去了

本应放学不久后可以回家的
但却选择留在科学室徘徊
在开始实验之前
小虾和鱼走掉了
剩下可怜的某人和同伴在准备实验
（好心的我，当然是伸出援手啦）

话说
忽然让某人看到我不雅的举动
说真的
我真的很不喜欢小虾的行为

这一篇
只想告诉某人
如果我不雅的举动吓到你的话
就跟你说对不起啦~~~  :D

Burst out

22 July 13

Because of something
my tear burst out of sudden
I expressed my feeling to dad
But get scolded by him
I'm not willing to quarrel with him
but he just do not understand me
Well..
Probably was my fault 
Because I didn't even tell my dad or mom or sisters
about my feeling of my deep heart
Because..they don't understand what was going on of me

My feeling get expressed 
when I saw CH online and expressed the bad things to CH
CH sent me a link..it was a joke..
about Have a snickers..u will feel better
Thanks CH..that chilled me..

CH

A person sometime funny, sometime serious

A clever people

I envy your brain that have a good understanding skills

神秘感

很想说
用太多的代号
会不会弄乱啊？

可不可能
一个人有两个代号？
可不可能
放一点点的线索
让大家去猜猜

哈哈
怎么好像玩起游戏来了

Someone

Someone said
Forget about your result 
Don't say "others" result was good 
"They" just lucky

Well
I hope I can stop in saying "them" about that
If 1 day I stop saying "them"
meaning that
I do not mind about my result anymore
If that day come...

Someone like to make me couple with others
I feel like
Do u know what am I thinking now?
Don't simply make others couple with me
I feel..u are hurting me
haihh..

Too many passengers in my life
that I have to name them SOMEONE...

**AA asked 

Can someone tell me

what's the confirmation for people who have crush on someone?

** BB said

Like the moment with him/her

Miss him/her when u feel like nobody

Jealous when him/her in contact with other girl/boy

**AA : isn't it too general to describe this?

Hmm...

what u say?

MUET Exam

20 July 13

MUET exam (writing paper)

Overall I think the 3 papers (Reading, Writing, Listening) are considered not that tough
(for those who are good in English)

Millionaire
a title for the writing paper
a title that sound easy but quite difficult for me to write
I wondered..what I supposes to write
and I felt that I wrote a lot nonsense there

What I hope for my MUET grad is
Band 4..but..never get band 4 in any exam in the school before..
haihh

Well
Finally "settled" 1 thing -- MUET exam
Left 3 project + assignment to do


**I'm in the recovering situation
Do not have that much bad feeling now
but still
can't feel the relax feeling that I had before getting sem 2 result

原来哭真的很累人

昨晚
不知怎么的
断断续续哭了好几回

今早起来
眼睛很干
很累

整天都没精神上课
心情也不怎么好
不懂会不会弄到身边的人很辛苦

对不起啊
我还需要时间来平伏心情

*话说
终于知道人家说的
一直哭，眼睛会肿的说法

泪 累

我知道
哭 是无补于事的
但是
我还是控制不到我自己
忽然觉得
怎么自己变得那么的软弱
好像不是以前的我
怎么知道sem 2 成绩
就这么眼浅
一点点就哭

就这一晚
泪流了几次
我....不知道发生什么事
不会去跟老妈说
总觉得，他就会去 zat 我
常看到我 FB, 看戏
成绩差也是理所当然的
在家人面前，我好像若无其事的
但是在他们没看到的一角
我是多么的痛苦
很多的不明白
blog 成了我倾诉的地点

某人
成了我的倾诉对象

一旦陷进去了就很无法自拔 虽然知道不该也不能这样可是不管别人怎样安慰都还是开心不起来 你需要的时间慢慢复原 急不得~

这句话
感动了我
谢谢你~~ 

还有吖
某人
我不会喜欢你的咯
不要自恋啦~haha

鱼

给鱼的一封信

爱情是麻木的
但是你的行为
不知是叫浪漫 还是痴情
朋友一场
我还是觉得你太过火了
可以收点点吗？
我，我们，都觉得很不舒服
对不起
这个可能是你的自由
我还是觉得尊重自己，尊重他人 是很重要的
希望
你能尽早抽离吧~

=蒙=

突然的emo

18 July 13

一整天都没有老师进班的一天
在Physics lab做实验的一天
不知怎么的
突然emo起来
就，不想讲话，只想一个人坐着
脑袋却是一片空白
我....好像越来越不了解自己了

CH，CM 就问
你zomok emo
我..不会回答
J 搞笑的说，你在emo，我就“打你”
好吧~为了搞笑的你们，我就笑了笑
我没事


早上跟MHD 说了点心事
说，为什么成绩会酱
很心痛
眼泪就在眼框打转
我还是走回去做实验吧
不然...我就不知会发生什么事了

这几天
心情很容易被影响
动不动就emo，不然就很stress
真的很难受

LMC!!!
回来吧
不要再这样继续下去了...

**话说
昨天某人找到我的blog
他就成了我的stalker
想着想着
每人需要有一个代号
为的是，不要让某人知道这么清楚
呵呵~

**给某人的话
你最近成了我心事的述说者...

Obstacles & friends

17 July 13

 PA class
when I meet with Cikgu Nik
Really feel very sorry to him
said sorry to him through FB 
somehow..I can looked thru that he's very disappointed about our result (my result)

Dunno why
had some talk with Cindy 
another serious girl in the class..teehee
almost cry that time
I hold my tears..did not let them drop..
We had the same thoughts 

These few days
Cindy asked the link of my blog
and told me that she viewed once my blog
interested of my "life"..haha

Still thinking..
want to let her to stalk me or not..haha

After PA lessons
feel emo suddenly
Tung saw my emo face and tried to tell me some joke
that he went to toilet when the cleaner is cleaning the toilet
but his shoes were torn..and water get....haha

Well...I laughed
just don't want other feel scary because of my emo face
Thanks friend ^^

Tear

16 July 13

Tear
Finally tears came out from me..
I thought I won't cry for the result, for the stress
Somehow..
When I'm in the corner with nobody
only FB and drama
I cried..

Thanks to KS that willing to accompany me
tried to comfort me..
Thanks.. :)
The way he said was like..hmm
"I dunno how to comfort ppl"
"I dun like girls cry, becoz I'll cry also"
He told me that I looked so sad after got the result
But I already try to cover it by laughing like a sha po

But when the time I dun laugh
can looked through I'm sad.. :/
OK..

I'll and I do tell myself
only 3 months left
dun make myself regret
MEI CHIN..U CAN DO IT!!!

Leader?

6 July 2013

Saw secretary of Girl Guide posted a post said that

Pls bring RM 20 on Monday to pay 4 your girl guides t-shirt! It's compulsory 4 all girl guides... Pls spread this message 2 your friends...

Then saw a member commented

I'm not interested..It's about wasting money

Well
Out of sudden I posted another post said that

Attention to everyoneThe girl guide t-shirt is compulsory for everyoneU have to wear it on Jamuan timeNo t-shirt, No entry, No sijilAny argument please deal with Pn ParamesWe are just do what we suppose to doThanks.

Then I saw that member criticized about us..The committee
I did any wrong ?
Member, I just want u to know that
That's just the order from teacher
We are just doing what we suppose to do
Our responsible..Do you understand?

Hopefully it won't make any misunderstand from this
Some how the words that the member said is a bit harsh for me

How to be a leader?
To handle all these?
To solve these problem?

Hmm..
I still have a long way to learn..

LUAN

4 July 13

LUAN
this word able to describe my feeling
seriously..my thought now..messy and unorganized
WELL...I'm thinking of camping, retake, MUET exam, SEM 3
too many for me
What I should do now and next? 
Can anyone tell me?
I seriously feel tired right now

Somehow, I can only tell people and myself
I'm Fine, I'm just tired. 

MUET speaking exam ended yesterday
I tried my best for it..hopefully this paper can pull up my overall marks..
Some incident happened before speaking test
an Indian guy came late and make our original group gone..
changed from candidate B to A..what a moment
I felt like to punch that guy..
WELL..this is my fate..I have to accept it

Bestiee finally officially together with Siew
congratzz yar :D
haha..I'm still forever alone here..